never imagined I’d be writing a blog like this. I’m sitting here surrounded by half-drunk cups of coffee, laundry that never seems to end, and four fur babies fighting for a spot in my lap. On the outside, it might look like just another day in the life of Crazy Busy Mama. But today, my heart feels different. Heavy. Vulnerable. Honest.
The truth is: I need help.
I’ve always prided myself on being the one who could juggle it all. The schedules. The kids. The content. The mess. The healing. The grief. The cooking. The business. The late-night Target runs and early-morning school drop-offs. You name it, I did it. And I did it with a smile (and maybe a messy bun and three cups of coffee, but still).
But after the unexpected and heartbreaking loss of my husband, everything changed.
Suddenly, I found myself in a place I never prepared for. Not just emotionally or mentally, but practically. He was my person, my partner in everything. From helping manage the chaos to encouraging me to dream big for Crazy Busy Mama—he was there. And now, trying to carry all of it without him has left me overwhelmed and, honestly, exhausted.
Grief doesn’t wait for your to-do list to clear. It doesn’t care if you’ve got a video to film, a brand deadline to meet, or dinner to make. It crashes in like a wave and takes your breath away when you least expect it.
Most days, I still wake up and can’t believe he’s not here. And other days, I push through with everything I have, knowing that he would want me to keep building this community, keep showing up for my kids, and keep getting after it—even if it looks different now.
That’s why I’m writing this today.
Because I’ve realized I can’t do this alone anymore.
It’s taken me a while to get to this point. I’m the type who doesn’t ask for help easily. I’m used to figuring things out and making it work, even if it means staying up until the wee hours of the morning and waking up before the sun. But this season has taught me that asking for help isn’t weakness—it’s wisdom. It’s strength. It’s stewardship.
And so, I’m officially taking a step I never imagined I’d need to take.
I’m hiring a personal assistant for Crazy Busy Mama.
Not just any assistant, but someone who gets it. Someone local to the Kansas City area who understands what it means to wear a lot of hats and do it with heart. Someone who can help me keep things running smoothly behind the scenes, so I can keep showing up with purpose and presence in the ways that matter most.
Here’s a little glimpse of what I’m looking for:
- Someone who’s organized (like, color-coded Google Sheets kind of organized).
- Someone who can help manage emails and schedule chaos.
- Someone who’s not afraid to roll up their sleeves and steam some clothes or organize a table full of product samples.
- Someone who can run errands with a smile and problem-solve on the fly.
- Someone who can help manage shipping, inventory, and prep for launches or events.
- Someone who sees this not just as a job but as a chance to support a mission.
This assistant will be a hands-on part of the CBM world, working alongside me as we continue to grow this community, love on people, and create content and products that meet women right where they are.
And let me just say: this isn’t about perfection.
I don’t need someone who has it all together. (Let’s be real, none of us do.) I need someone who can show up with a good attitude, who cares about the details, and who can help bring a little more peace to the beautiful mess we’re building together.
If you’re someone who thrives on variety, enjoys making things run smoother, and believes in the heart behind Crazy Busy Mama, this might be a perfect fit. Or maybe you know someone who’d be amazing for this role—if so, feel free to pass it along!
I want this role to be a blessing not just for me, but for the right person who feels called to it.
As I take this next step, it feels a little scary and a lot humbling. But I’m learning (slowly but surely) that God often does His best work when we finally let go and let Him lead. And right now, He’s nudging me to create space—space to heal, space to breathe, and space to let others help carry the load.
So here we are. A new chapter. A new ask. A new opportunity.
If you’re interested in applying, I’d love for you to fill out the application below. I’m praying over this process and asking God to bring the right person into this next season with me. Someone who’s not afraid of the messy middle, and who wants to be part of something that matters.
Here is the link to apply:
👉 Click here to fill out the CBM Assistant Application
Thank you for being here. For reading. For supporting. For being a part of this story. I’m so grateful.
With love, Lori Conway (Crazy Busy Mama)
I’m busy going through a similar scenario hun. Was always on top of things, but 3 and a half years ago my hubby passed from prostate cancer. Lost total interest in everything and had zero energy. I crashed emotionally 6 weeks ago and ive reached out for help. It will be a long road to get my home back, but too much stuff that I don’t need is holding me back and I has to go to free my space and mind. Letting it all go will be freeing. All the very best with your new assistant. God will send the right one to you. Much South African love. God Bless.
That’s a great decision! When the Holy Spirit is nudging and pushing us and we finally let go then God steps in and Works for us. Praying dear Lori.
Praying for you and wishing you all the best.
Our God has the right person for you. May he connect you to that person! Good luck and you are still in my prayers
I’ve been following you from the beginning and know this was a huge step. Q would want you to take care of you. This person will allow you time for you!!! Always on my heart. ❤️
I know the Lord will bring just the right person to work beside you! If I lived close by & was a little younger, I’d apply. I understand what you’re going through, having lost my husband of 40 years unexpectedly 6 years ago. God has been faithful to me and I know He’s got you in every way! Blessings to you and your family! 💖
A few years ago I told my doctor that the older I get the less I know. She told me that’s wisdom. I realized that with losing loved ones and finding a new path in life is wisdom because we all are still learning and finding new ways to live our lives. Asking for help is getting the support you need and building a new relationship or friendship! Praying for you 🙏🏻💕🫶
Lori, praying that you find the right assistance you’re looking for. I lift you up in prayer every day and have since the beginning. I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve been going thru.
Standing in the gap with prayer for you to get the right person – God is faithful and will provide ! In Jesus name
I’m glad you are hiring an assistant! I will pray that he brings the one that can do all the things and more than you ever asked for! Isn’t God so good to give us more than we ask for when we surrender?! Blessings to you on this new chapter!
Lori you’re so real and amazing bless your heart for stepping up and asking for help with your awesome business! You have asked and God will supply you with a wonderful Christian to meet the needs you have in the asking remember God says ask and you shall receive for those who believe! My prayer is for you to receive that special someone who can meet you right where you are in your business adventure today and in the future who has the knowledge and and excitement you have for CBM! Love you Lori you’re an amazing person who is raw, real and such a Godly person! May the joy of the Lord fill your soul!
Yay!!! Praying that God brings the best person to work and create along side you!!!
Nine years ago I lost my husband unexpectedly. Like you, I tried holding my life together, doing almost everything. I would hire someone for a few things but not steady until the world shut down. A young friend lost her job and I needed help. We had known each other for 25+ years, she was a classmate of one of my kids.
Most of the time since she had worked 2-4 days a week with me. When I am gone to visit family, go on a vacation or mission trip she still drives 40 miles to care for my horses 7 days a week, if needed.
She is God sent! We are a blessing to each other.
May God bless you, too, with a great assistant!!!
I pray that God will bring you the right person to help you carry the load CBM. I know it’s a lot for you and you need to be able to have time to breathe! God will bring you that person to bring a smile to you each day as well. It would be an honor to work with you!!!
I wish I lived closer. I did retire last October from 26 years same job. With losing my husband,tinnitus, I wasn’t sleeping well and stress I couldn’t do it anymore. Good luck finding the right person.
That’s wonderful we are made not to do it alone, so asking it’s hard but at the same time it’s humbling and the Lord knows and see. He will bring the right person for the job 🩵
That’s wonderful we are made to do it alone, so asking it’s hard but at the same time it’s humbling and the Lord knows and see. He will bring the right person for the job 🩵