never imagined I’d be writing a blog like this. I’m sitting here surrounded by half-drunk cups of coffee, laundry that never seems to end, and four fur babies fighting for a spot in my lap. On the outside, it might look like just another day in the life of Crazy Busy Mama. But today, my heart feels different. Heavy. Vulnerable. Honest.
The truth is: I need help.
I’ve always prided myself on being the one who could juggle it all. The schedules. The kids. The content. The mess. The healing. The grief. The cooking. The business. The late-night Target runs and early-morning school drop-offs. You name it, I did it. And I did it with a smile (and maybe a messy bun and three cups of coffee, but still).
But after the unexpected and heartbreaking loss of my husband, everything changed.
Suddenly, I found myself in a place I never prepared for. Not just emotionally or mentally, but practically. He was my person, my partner in everything. From helping manage the chaos to encouraging me to dream big for Crazy Busy Mama—he was there. And now, trying to carry all of it without him has left me overwhelmed and, honestly, exhausted.
Grief doesn’t wait for your to-do list to clear. It doesn’t care if you’ve got a video to film, a brand deadline to meet, or dinner to make. It crashes in like a wave and takes your breath away when you least expect it.
Most days, I still wake up and can’t believe he’s not here. And other days, I push through with everything I have, knowing that he would want me to keep building this community, keep showing up for my kids, and keep getting after it—even if it looks different now.
That’s why I’m writing this today.
Because I’ve realized I can’t do this alone anymore.
It’s taken me a while to get to this point. I’m the type who doesn’t ask for help easily. I’m used to figuring things out and making it work, even if it means staying up until the wee hours of the morning and waking up before the sun. But this season has taught me that asking for help isn’t weakness—it’s wisdom. It’s strength. It’s stewardship.
And so, I’m officially taking a step I never imagined I’d need to take.
I’m hiring a personal assistant for Crazy Busy Mama.
Not just any assistant, but someone who gets it. Someone local to the Kansas City area who understands what it means to wear a lot of hats and do it with heart. Someone who can help me keep things running smoothly behind the scenes, so I can keep showing up with purpose and presence in the ways that matter most.
Here’s a little glimpse of what I’m looking for:
- Someone who’s organized (like, color-coded Google Sheets kind of organized).
- Someone who can help manage emails and schedule chaos.
- Someone who’s not afraid to roll up their sleeves and steam some clothes or organize a table full of product samples.
- Someone who can run errands with a smile and problem-solve on the fly.
- Someone who can help manage shipping, inventory, and prep for launches or events.
- Someone who sees this not just as a job but as a chance to support a mission.
This assistant will be a hands-on part of the CBM world, working alongside me as we continue to grow this community, love on people, and create content and products that meet women right where they are.
And let me just say: this isn’t about perfection.
I don’t need someone who has it all together. (Let’s be real, none of us do.) I need someone who can show up with a good attitude, who cares about the details, and who can help bring a little more peace to the beautiful mess we’re building together.
If you’re someone who thrives on variety, enjoys making things run smoother, and believes in the heart behind Crazy Busy Mama, this might be a perfect fit. Or maybe you know someone who’d be amazing for this role—if so, feel free to pass it along!
I want this role to be a blessing not just for me, but for the right person who feels called to it.
As I take this next step, it feels a little scary and a lot humbling. But I’m learning (slowly but surely) that God often does His best work when we finally let go and let Him lead. And right now, He’s nudging me to create space—space to heal, space to breathe, and space to let others help carry the load.
So here we are. A new chapter. A new ask. A new opportunity.
If you’re interested in applying, I’d love for you to fill out the application below. I’m praying over this process and asking God to bring the right person into this next season with me. Someone who’s not afraid of the messy middle, and who wants to be part of something that matters.
Here is the link to apply:
👉 Click here to fill out the CBM Assistant Application
Thank you for being here. For reading. For supporting. For being a part of this story. I’m so grateful.
With love, Lori Conway (Crazy Busy Mama)
Praying God brings the right person to help you continue ministering to thousands of us who are so blessed by the work you do and your sweet spirit.
Kansas City KS or MO? I have someone in mind to share this with if it’s MO.
MO!
Missouri, but Ks isn’t too far away either
Good Luck!
There are a lot of amazing people out there- try hiring for 60 day trial some may be awesome but not a good fit- may take a few 60 day trials to find the perfect person.
Excellent suggestion!!
I, too, lost my husband unexpectedly in 2023. My two kids are adults with family of their own. My husband didn’t have a will and left two busy businesses that I had to deal with. I was on my knees praying every day asking God to guide me through the mess of running businesses and dealing with probate issues. Through it all, I figured out that I didn’t need to tackle it by myself. My daughter and son picked up the pieces. The companies are doing well and my stress had subsided. In addition, I have thanked God for opening my heart to love again. Keep praying and have faith. Everything does get better. God will see you through your journey.
May the Spirit of the Living God hover over each resume and application and shine down on the one He has selected for you … that you feel a peace in the journey of this process. Praying that He will prosper everything that your hands find to do in the powerful name of Jesus. May He continue to swaddle you in His love and comfort! 🙏🏼💕
I’m so very sorry. I lost my husband of 41 years and know exactly what you are going through. Anyone who hasn’t been there has no clue. Good for you for taking care of yourself first. So you can better care for those you love. Praying for you.❤️🙏
I’m praying that you find a person who is the right fit. I think that it is a AWESOME IDEA! You need your time Lori. TIME TO BREATHE. GREIF IS SOMETHING I KNOW TOO WELL ABOUT. I always would wonder how you can do it? GREIF in its own can nock the hell out of all of us. 🙏❤️🥰
As a prayer warrior I am praying with you that God will send just the right person, one that he already knew would be perfect for this spot in your life and He has been preparing such person for this next move. And I stand on my faith that our prayers will be answered.
In the mean time (because we know that God’s timing is perfect) take deep breaths and know that things have changed and no one is expecting the same energy from you.(and if they do then they are probably following the wrong post/blog/tictoc person) Take your time and know that we understand and that we grief with your lose and we care!!! Your sister in Christ.
Honestly after reading the list I am amazed that you were able to manage that huge list. And also it seems you need 2 assistants.
I think it’s the right move and at the right time. If I lived closer I would pitch in. I used to be that assistant type person to a medical practice and with 3 little kids. You can do it! Good on you for taking this to the next level.
Good luck Lori! I’ve been following your grief journey. Although I haven’t lost a spouse and cannot even imagine what you’re going through, my heart aches for you and your kiddos.
I will be praying for just the right person you need for the job.🙏
God knows who you need.
This is what you need! God has heard you and the power of the Holy Spirit will guide you through prayer. My love and prayers to you and yours!
Love your NEXT to add the support you can use to continue sharing yourself for CBM and your life in this world of creativity, sharing & caring for all around you and beyond to add value, support & Love.Always prayers for your health, healing and strength for your present and future victories of life🌹
Wishing my daughter was closer she is my rock and she can take me from wanting to never get out of bed to feeling like I’ve got this. Praying God sends you the right person.
Praying God gives you that special all in person . You are brave and beautiful. This is truly a part of your healing process and trusting God will be the best next step . Much love
Unfortunately, I’m just too far way (in Canada) to be of any help. I will pray that the decision comes with a peaceful mind and joyful connection. Through your messy – you encourage, and I know you will continue. Inspiring people through your difficult days must be challenging but I pray you find peace at the end of those days.
The right person will arrive and perhaps fulfil more than you think. God bless – best of prayers
I will pray God sends the right person to be in your area and apply. You will be glad you took this step. Wishing you the best. Sounds like a wonderful opportunity for someone special to work along with you.
Penny