never imagined I’d be writing a blog like this. I’m sitting here surrounded by half-drunk cups of coffee, laundry that never seems to end, and four fur babies fighting for a spot in my lap. On the outside, it might look like just another day in the life of Crazy Busy Mama. But today, my heart feels different. Heavy. Vulnerable. Honest.
The truth is: I need help.
I’ve always prided myself on being the one who could juggle it all. The schedules. The kids. The content. The mess. The healing. The grief. The cooking. The business. The late-night Target runs and early-morning school drop-offs. You name it, I did it. And I did it with a smile (and maybe a messy bun and three cups of coffee, but still).
But after the unexpected and heartbreaking loss of my husband, everything changed.
Suddenly, I found myself in a place I never prepared for. Not just emotionally or mentally, but practically. He was my person, my partner in everything. From helping manage the chaos to encouraging me to dream big for Crazy Busy Mama—he was there. And now, trying to carry all of it without him has left me overwhelmed and, honestly, exhausted.
Grief doesn’t wait for your to-do list to clear. It doesn’t care if you’ve got a video to film, a brand deadline to meet, or dinner to make. It crashes in like a wave and takes your breath away when you least expect it.
Most days, I still wake up and can’t believe he’s not here. And other days, I push through with everything I have, knowing that he would want me to keep building this community, keep showing up for my kids, and keep getting after it—even if it looks different now.
That’s why I’m writing this today.
Because I’ve realized I can’t do this alone anymore.
It’s taken me a while to get to this point. I’m the type who doesn’t ask for help easily. I’m used to figuring things out and making it work, even if it means staying up until the wee hours of the morning and waking up before the sun. But this season has taught me that asking for help isn’t weakness—it’s wisdom. It’s strength. It’s stewardship.
And so, I’m officially taking a step I never imagined I’d need to take.
I’m hiring a personal assistant for Crazy Busy Mama.
Not just any assistant, but someone who gets it. Someone local to the Kansas City area who understands what it means to wear a lot of hats and do it with heart. Someone who can help me keep things running smoothly behind the scenes, so I can keep showing up with purpose and presence in the ways that matter most.
Here’s a little glimpse of what I’m looking for:
- Someone who’s organized (like, color-coded Google Sheets kind of organized).
- Someone who can help manage emails and schedule chaos.
- Someone who’s not afraid to roll up their sleeves and steam some clothes or organize a table full of product samples.
- Someone who can run errands with a smile and problem-solve on the fly.
- Someone who can help manage shipping, inventory, and prep for launches or events.
- Someone who sees this not just as a job but as a chance to support a mission.
This assistant will be a hands-on part of the CBM world, working alongside me as we continue to grow this community, love on people, and create content and products that meet women right where they are.
And let me just say: this isn’t about perfection.
I don’t need someone who has it all together. (Let’s be real, none of us do.) I need someone who can show up with a good attitude, who cares about the details, and who can help bring a little more peace to the beautiful mess we’re building together.
If you’re someone who thrives on variety, enjoys making things run smoother, and believes in the heart behind Crazy Busy Mama, this might be a perfect fit. Or maybe you know someone who’d be amazing for this role—if so, feel free to pass it along!
I want this role to be a blessing not just for me, but for the right person who feels called to it.
As I take this next step, it feels a little scary and a lot humbling. But I’m learning (slowly but surely) that God often does His best work when we finally let go and let Him lead. And right now, He’s nudging me to create space—space to heal, space to breathe, and space to let others help carry the load.
So here we are. A new chapter. A new ask. A new opportunity.
If you’re interested in applying, I’d love for you to fill out the application below. I’m praying over this process and asking God to bring the right person into this next season with me. Someone who’s not afraid of the messy middle, and who wants to be part of something that matters.
Here is the link to apply:
👉 Click here to fill out the CBM Assistant Application
Thank you for being here. For reading. For supporting. For being a part of this story. I’m so grateful.
With love, Lori Conway (Crazy Busy Mama)
Hi Lori, I’m going through a season of grief as well.. and there is something about your raw vulnerability, that I feel like God is telling me “it’s okay .. not to be okay..” I have often been unsure of how to pray over my own season of grieving and loss, so many times all I can seem to say is “Lord my heart hurt…” while crying big wet sloppy tears… but then I see your journey this past year and the words for my prayers for you of comfort that surpasses all understanding and a peace only my Heavenly Father can bring. Seem to pour out because I may not know what I need for myself or how to express my hurt in prayer.. but I know that there is something in your story that is resognating in my heart and I just want to say thank you ..so much.. from one CBM to another.. for showing me that its okay to not be okay, and that strength .. TRUE strength in Christ.. doesn’t come from having everything planned out but from being vulnerable with ourselves and friends who can lift us up in encouragement and prayer, when we dont even know how to prayer for ourselves.
I pray, that God not only sends you an organizing mastermind.. but a woman who can be a close friend and can be their for your business needs, personal needs and spiritual needs.
Thank you Lori, for all of Crazy Busy Mama content!
Chelsea from Knoxville, TN
Lori
I’m so proud of you for feeling that nudge from God. You inspire me everyday. I am 6 months ahead of you in being a widow. Nothing in life can ever prepare us for the tragedies you and I and many others have experienced. The missing closure with our husbands is devastating. As our 35th Wedding Anniversary approaches on July 14, all I can do is pray and hope he is proud of me for continuing our family and loving our grandson like he did. So many things you have said made me want to reach through my phone to connect with you and tell you, you are inspiring and not alone. Q is so proud of you for asking for help. That was a huge weakness for me as well. Slowly getting better. You are in my prayers. Hugs to you!
Praying the Lord opens the door on both sides. That this move honors God, that standing on the other side is a person for you to continue to share your business. That it will all be done to the praise of His Glory.
I wish I were closer. I live your outlook on life and would love to be a part of your positivity and wholesomeness. Make sure that you do background checks on your applicants so you and your family stay safe.
I wish I lived near you I would definitely apply cuz I know the feeling of grief I just lost my Dad out of no way in may 2025 lost my mom in 2020 and and my 2 dogs but you been the 1st cooking lady I watched when I got on S.M. I was like 40 when I feel got on now I away love your videos but I just wanted to say good luck I God pickes you the best person to help you your amazing and we all love you
Dearest Lori, when I was going through a hard time nearly 10 years ago now a dear friend reminded me that God is so good and his timing is always perfect. This has always stuck with me and has gotten me through the hard days. God does have a plan for you and in his time he will reveal it to you and bring the perfect person into your life to help you navigate all the business. In the meantime, I hold you up in prayer for your peace and comfort that only God can give.
Hearts and hugs to you and yours. It takes a lot to admit you need help. Don’t feel bad or embarrassed by it. You’re human. Most of us can relate to needing the help and finding it really hard to ask for. But you did. You recognize the need to keep going. You need someone who understands and is able to keep you moving forward. You, your family and your business need this.
You need a Louise! Reference Sex and the City.
Darn if only I were closer. What you need is what I do. I hope you find your Louise soon to keep you moving along and take some pressure off.
Thoughts and prayers it all shakes out soon.
Wish we lived closer. We would be the perfect fit! Praying for you to find the perfect assistant.
I enjoy watching you navigate this new journey. I have been widowed 7 years and it takes much courage, to persevere. No day is easy. I wish I lived close to apply. I think this is something I would treasure . Prayers you find your left hand.
This is so exciting for someone. It is ok to ask for help. It takes a community is not just a saying. I wish you and the new assistant much success and happiness. I hope you both grow and prosper and work as a team. God Bless this new chapter! 🧡
Lori, i love this idea for you & im certain God will bless this move forward, & will bring you the perfect person. I do live in the KC area, & would jump at the chance to do something like this, for someone i could support their ideas, & more importantly your foundation of belief. Within the last year, my mom, & best friend (over 40 years), passed. Then the day before i found out i had breast cancer, my Dad passed. I understand unexpected,& uninvited, waves of grief….& often no time or space to get to properly grieve. You speaking about your experiences, have helped me feel normal in mine. Thank you.
However, since i’m in the middle of breast cancer treatment now, & it is consuming my time….(while working full & part time). I dont believe i’d be the right fit for this now, my energy level probably isn’t where you’d need it, consistently. It’s exciting to think God has been preparing your person for you, & soon you will meet them ! I will be praying for you & your precious family.
I am praying the right person will apply and you without a doubt will just know. I am also praying for you. ❤️ You are doing Amazing!
Oh Lori, there’s no shame asking for help! Q would want you to do this, I’m sure. I’m definitely not that person you’re looking for, but you’ll find that person, God always provides! You’ll find this person in His time. I’m holding you up in prayer. Hang in there girl, you’ve got this!
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This post hits me so personally. I lost my husband 5 years ago at only 49yo. I have a big social media following on instagram I built with his support. I haven’t been able to do anything with it since losing him. It’s so overwhelming. Just like many people have told me, I’m here to tell you, I’m sure Q would want you to keep going and building your brand. I’m praying you get the right person for you and your family to continue your legacy and Q’s! 🙏🏼
Gosh. This is an amazing opportunity for the right person. I am ALL of that anf am inspired by you and your goals. (I low key want yo be you when I ‘grow-up’ too bad, I do notblive in your area. I pray you find the right candidate and a match for you energy enthusiasm and shares your vision. 💜
As I read your post, I can’t help but think, one of your older kids would be perfect for this job. They know what it takes to run your business. How hard you work and what to expect. With a bit of discipline and training I think they would make a great addition to your business. Best of luck in finding your person. I read all of your content and admire you for your vulnerability