never imagined I’d be writing a blog like this. I’m sitting here surrounded by half-drunk cups of coffee, laundry that never seems to end, and four fur babies fighting for a spot in my lap. On the outside, it might look like just another day in the life of Crazy Busy Mama. But today, my heart feels different. Heavy. Vulnerable. Honest.
The truth is: I need help.
I’ve always prided myself on being the one who could juggle it all. The schedules. The kids. The content. The mess. The healing. The grief. The cooking. The business. The late-night Target runs and early-morning school drop-offs. You name it, I did it. And I did it with a smile (and maybe a messy bun and three cups of coffee, but still).
But after the unexpected and heartbreaking loss of my husband, everything changed.
Suddenly, I found myself in a place I never prepared for. Not just emotionally or mentally, but practically. He was my person, my partner in everything. From helping manage the chaos to encouraging me to dream big for Crazy Busy Mama—he was there. And now, trying to carry all of it without him has left me overwhelmed and, honestly, exhausted.
Grief doesn’t wait for your to-do list to clear. It doesn’t care if you’ve got a video to film, a brand deadline to meet, or dinner to make. It crashes in like a wave and takes your breath away when you least expect it.
Most days, I still wake up and can’t believe he’s not here. And other days, I push through with everything I have, knowing that he would want me to keep building this community, keep showing up for my kids, and keep getting after it—even if it looks different now.
That’s why I’m writing this today.
Because I’ve realized I can’t do this alone anymore.
It’s taken me a while to get to this point. I’m the type who doesn’t ask for help easily. I’m used to figuring things out and making it work, even if it means staying up until the wee hours of the morning and waking up before the sun. But this season has taught me that asking for help isn’t weakness—it’s wisdom. It’s strength. It’s stewardship.
And so, I’m officially taking a step I never imagined I’d need to take.
I’m hiring a personal assistant for Crazy Busy Mama.
Not just any assistant, but someone who gets it. Someone local to the Kansas City area who understands what it means to wear a lot of hats and do it with heart. Someone who can help me keep things running smoothly behind the scenes, so I can keep showing up with purpose and presence in the ways that matter most.
Here’s a little glimpse of what I’m looking for:
- Someone who’s organized (like, color-coded Google Sheets kind of organized).
- Someone who can help manage emails and schedule chaos.
- Someone who’s not afraid to roll up their sleeves and steam some clothes or organize a table full of product samples.
- Someone who can run errands with a smile and problem-solve on the fly.
- Someone who can help manage shipping, inventory, and prep for launches or events.
- Someone who sees this not just as a job but as a chance to support a mission.
This assistant will be a hands-on part of the CBM world, working alongside me as we continue to grow this community, love on people, and create content and products that meet women right where they are.
And let me just say: this isn’t about perfection.
I don’t need someone who has it all together. (Let’s be real, none of us do.) I need someone who can show up with a good attitude, who cares about the details, and who can help bring a little more peace to the beautiful mess we’re building together.
If you’re someone who thrives on variety, enjoys making things run smoother, and believes in the heart behind Crazy Busy Mama, this might be a perfect fit. Or maybe you know someone who’d be amazing for this role—if so, feel free to pass it along!
I want this role to be a blessing not just for me, but for the right person who feels called to it.
As I take this next step, it feels a little scary and a lot humbling. But I’m learning (slowly but surely) that God often does His best work when we finally let go and let Him lead. And right now, He’s nudging me to create space—space to heal, space to breathe, and space to let others help carry the load.
So here we are. A new chapter. A new ask. A new opportunity.
If you’re interested in applying, I’d love for you to fill out the application below. I’m praying over this process and asking God to bring the right person into this next season with me. Someone who’s not afraid of the messy middle, and who wants to be part of something that matters.
Here is the link to apply:
👉 Click here to fill out the CBM Assistant Application
Thank you for being here. For reading. For supporting. For being a part of this story. I’m so grateful.
With love, Lori Conway (Crazy Busy Mama)
I will pray God places the exact person for this role. I think it’s a wonderful opportunity for someone and will help you to continue sharing God’s word to so many. Much love, prayers and support for you Lori.
I so so wish I lived in Kansas City!! I would love nothing more than to be apart of CBM. Helping to bring families back to the table to eat and spend time together the way it was when I grew up. Since I can’t apply I will pray for God to bring just the right person and perfect fit to you. I am so proud of you for stepping out and trusting God in this next season and understanding 1 person can’t carry and take care of what two people used to and it’s ok to ask for help. That is such a big step. God will honor that an bring you the best person for the job. Love you friend!
Praying for the right person to apply for this job and to help you. It is wonderful that you are listening to what God wants you to do. My pastor said Sunday that we miss out when we try to do everything our way and we miss what he has for us. I am so sorry for how you are hurting. I don’t know how that feels but my best friend lost her husband last year. And I lost my father at the age of 14. It’s tough. Praying for you as you start this new journey! God has great plans for you plans to prosper you! You can do hard things. Take one day at a time. And it’s ok not to be ok! That you for all your inspiration and your smile! Love ya!
God has just the right person in mind for you. I am praying for you. When the time is right she will be there and you will know it. Thinking of you often. God is so good!
Lori, sounds like wisdom. I lost my husband in the same season. (April 12, 2024). I have followed your journey through grief, and prayed for you and yours. Keeping hanging onto the Thread of His Garment. Am certain He will send you a helper. I am coming to the conclusion that I may have to seek the same. Sending my best virtual hugs your way tonight.
Lori, sounds like wisdom. I lost my husband in the same season. (April 12, 2024). I have followed your journey through grief, and prayed for you and yours. Keeping hanging onto the Thread of His Garment. Am certain He will send you a helper. I am coming to the conclusion that I may have to seek the same. Sending my best virtual hugs your way tonight.
I so wished I lived there girly! I’d love to help you get organized with your launches and the fun that goes along with it. I kmow God has the perfect person already picked out for you! This next chapter in your life I pray is one of peace. Its so hard going through life mourning. I.lost my mom in 2021.and I can’t seem to move from the grief. Somedays are ok, others im bawling my eyes out. She was my best friend and shes left a huge hole in my life and heart with her absence. Im excited for you ladybug! May God bless you abundantly with your family, and your business. I know Q is watching over you everyday. 🥰
While this person is not me, I wanted to reach out and tell you what a great idea this is for you! It’s perfect! Honestly my daughter’s father passed away suddenly and while we were divorced he was my best friend. We did everything together. I am lost without him. He was our rock. I understand this grief journey. Your husband was full of life. It’s. It fair. He was young and your world. Never ever feel bad for speaking about how you feel. It’s your right! It’s therapeutic. Ignore the haters! You do you Lori!
I love how you are looking for someone who needs it too that you “want this role to be a blessing not just for me, but for the right person who feels called to it.” Praying this person falls in place with prayer & guidance. A high tide indeed lifts all ships! Sending lots of love, Libby
I’m so proud of you for reaching out and asking for help. As mamas we tend to get the mind set “We got this”. But it can be so exhausting. I sincerely wish you Gods blessings in this new chapter of life. And praying He will lead the right person your way to lift the load off your shoulders. Blessings to you and your family.
Praying for you! Also wishing I lived in KC! 😅 Be blessed today! ❤️
Good luck in finding the right person. God can deliver and he will. This may be just what you need
Sending prayers you find the right person and the right person finds you ! NEVER for the AMAZING person YOU are !!
I do wish I lived there I’ve been a personal assistant for over 30 years i love my job and love helping other’s live their best life with less stress I’m praying God sends you the perfect person and perfect for this is so amazing that your willing to accept it and allow it. It’s a huge step and your doing a great job.. the year after I lost my hubby i buried myself in work I had to stay busy I worked 2 jobs but I wore myself completely out but it was the best way to handle grief at that time so I totally get this hugs to you sweet lady. You got this and God’s got you.. help is coming soon.
Praying for this next chapter as God leads the way🙏🏻
This is such wisdom, and definitely will give you space for increased healing, time with your family, peace and creativity. You are following the leading of our Holy Spirit, Who is very practical! Good for you! This position will bring joy and purpose to the one waiting to be found. Prayers for peace and wisdom in the selection.
This is a great next step. I’ve been hoping you would make this decision soon. A few suggestions I have for you is to make sure this person has some of the skills Q had to offer you such as great computer skills and even website and social media skills too. This type of person would be invaluable to you right now as it all takes do much time. I don’t know maybe you have a virtual assistant who does some of this for you but the right person ca. Do miracles to help offload duties and reduce stress.
Please Lord send her a helper yes the Holy Spirit and the person You Lord made ahead of time for this job in Jesus name please send comfort to this family as only YOU can
I lost my husband of 48 years 17 months ago. Life is so different and I understand your pain, your loss, your grief, your sadness, your loneliness and being overwhelmed. God bless you as you take this step forward. Going forward is healing. Blessings to you moment by moment and day by day.♥️
Hang in there. Grief is a beast and though it never ends, it lessens. I became a single mom of 4 with a business and 2 other jobs. My sis lost her husband at 47 when their kids were only 5, 8 & 10, leaving her to raise them and run her own music therapy business, while having to deal with her husband’s business, which was owning apartment buildings that they rented out and he did all the maintenance for. We went through so many nightmares, hers so much worse than mine. This week to the day, she is in Hawaii, teaching her kids to snorkel, which was supposed to be the trip. She and her husband took when the kids were old enough, since that’s where they went for their honeymoon. They’re having a phenomenal time, but they see him in rainbows everywhere they look. The business will get through it, or it won’t, but one way or another you will. Your kids will learn your strength, and God will make sure you have enough of it to get through. Never feel worried about asking for help, you need and deserve it. I had to get someone else to clean for me so that I could focus on work. Someone else did my lawn. My kids helped with meals, the older two got the twins off the bus every day. The little things add up, and you’ll get there. There will be a day when you look in the rearview mirror and realize this was a small bump in a long road, but that you are finally through the worst of it and in a beautiful place. Good luck, I’m saying a prayer for you.
That’s wonderful we are made to do it alone, so asking it’s hard but at the same time it’s humbling and the Lord knows and see. He will bring the right person for the job 🩵
That’s wonderful we are made not to do it alone, so asking it’s hard but at the same time it’s humbling and the Lord knows and see. He will bring the right person for the job 🩵
I wish I lived closer. I did retire last October from 26 years same job. With losing my husband,tinnitus, I wasn’t sleeping well and stress I couldn’t do it anymore. Good luck finding the right person.
I pray that God will bring you the right person to help you carry the load CBM. I know it’s a lot for you and you need to be able to have time to breathe! God will bring you that person to bring a smile to you each day as well. It would be an honor to work with you!!!
Yay!!! Praying that God brings the best person to work and create along side you!!!
Nine years ago I lost my husband unexpectedly. Like you, I tried holding my life together, doing almost everything. I would hire someone for a few things but not steady until the world shut down. A young friend lost her job and I needed help. We had known each other for 25+ years, she was a classmate of one of my kids.
Most of the time since she had worked 2-4 days a week with me. When I am gone to visit family, go on a vacation or mission trip she still drives 40 miles to care for my horses 7 days a week, if needed.
She is God sent! We are a blessing to each other.
May God bless you, too, with a great assistant!!!
Lori you’re so real and amazing bless your heart for stepping up and asking for help with your awesome business! You have asked and God will supply you with a wonderful Christian to meet the needs you have in the asking remember God says ask and you shall receive for those who believe! My prayer is for you to receive that special someone who can meet you right where you are in your business adventure today and in the future who has the knowledge and and excitement you have for CBM! Love you Lori you’re an amazing person who is raw, real and such a Godly person! May the joy of the Lord fill your soul!
I’m glad you are hiring an assistant! I will pray that he brings the one that can do all the things and more than you ever asked for! Isn’t God so good to give us more than we ask for when we surrender?! Blessings to you on this new chapter!
Standing in the gap with prayer for you to get the right person – God is faithful and will provide ! In Jesus name
Lori, praying that you find the right assistance you’re looking for. I lift you up in prayer every day and have since the beginning. I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve been going thru.
A few years ago I told my doctor that the older I get the less I know. She told me that’s wisdom. I realized that with losing loved ones and finding a new path in life is wisdom because we all are still learning and finding new ways to live our lives. Asking for help is getting the support you need and building a new relationship or friendship! Praying for you 🙏🏻💕🫶
I know the Lord will bring just the right person to work beside you! If I lived close by & was a little younger, I’d apply. I understand what you’re going through, having lost my husband of 40 years unexpectedly 6 years ago. God has been faithful to me and I know He’s got you in every way! Blessings to you and your family! 💖
I’ve been following you from the beginning and know this was a huge step. Q would want you to take care of you. This person will allow you time for you!!! Always on my heart. ❤️
Our God has the right person for you. May he connect you to that person! Good luck and you are still in my prayers
Praying for you and wishing you all the best.
That’s a great decision! When the Holy Spirit is nudging and pushing us and we finally let go then God steps in and Works for us. Praying dear Lori.
I’m busy going through a similar scenario hun. Was always on top of things, but 3 and a half years ago my hubby passed from prostate cancer. Lost total interest in everything and had zero energy. I crashed emotionally 6 weeks ago and ive reached out for help. It will be a long road to get my home back, but too much stuff that I don’t need is holding me back and I has to go to free my space and mind. Letting it all go will be freeing. All the very best with your new assistant. God will send the right one to you. Much South African love. God Bless.
I will pray God sends the right person to be in your area and apply. You will be glad you took this step. Wishing you the best. Sounds like a wonderful opportunity for someone special to work along with you.
Penny
Unfortunately, I’m just too far way (in Canada) to be of any help. I will pray that the decision comes with a peaceful mind and joyful connection. Through your messy – you encourage, and I know you will continue. Inspiring people through your difficult days must be challenging but I pray you find peace at the end of those days.
The right person will arrive and perhaps fulfil more than you think. God bless – best of prayers
Praying God gives you that special all in person . You are brave and beautiful. This is truly a part of your healing process and trusting God will be the best next step . Much love
Wishing my daughter was closer she is my rock and she can take me from wanting to never get out of bed to feeling like I’ve got this. Praying God sends you the right person.
Love your NEXT to add the support you can use to continue sharing yourself for CBM and your life in this world of creativity, sharing & caring for all around you and beyond to add value, support & Love.Always prayers for your health, healing and strength for your present and future victories of life🌹
This is what you need! God has heard you and the power of the Holy Spirit will guide you through prayer. My love and prayers to you and yours!
Good luck Lori! I’ve been following your grief journey. Although I haven’t lost a spouse and cannot even imagine what you’re going through, my heart aches for you and your kiddos.
I will be praying for just the right person you need for the job.🙏
God knows who you need.
Honestly after reading the list I am amazed that you were able to manage that huge list. And also it seems you need 2 assistants.
I think it’s the right move and at the right time. If I lived closer I would pitch in. I used to be that assistant type person to a medical practice and with 3 little kids. You can do it! Good on you for taking this to the next level.
As a prayer warrior I am praying with you that God will send just the right person, one that he already knew would be perfect for this spot in your life and He has been preparing such person for this next move. And I stand on my faith that our prayers will be answered.
In the mean time (because we know that God’s timing is perfect) take deep breaths and know that things have changed and no one is expecting the same energy from you.(and if they do then they are probably following the wrong post/blog/tictoc person) Take your time and know that we understand and that we grief with your lose and we care!!! Your sister in Christ.
I’m praying that you find a person who is the right fit. I think that it is a AWESOME IDEA! You need your time Lori. TIME TO BREATHE. GREIF IS SOMETHING I KNOW TOO WELL ABOUT. I always would wonder how you can do it? GREIF in its own can nock the hell out of all of us. 🙏❤️🥰
I’m so very sorry. I lost my husband of 41 years and know exactly what you are going through. Anyone who hasn’t been there has no clue. Good for you for taking care of yourself first. So you can better care for those you love. Praying for you.❤️🙏
May the Spirit of the Living God hover over each resume and application and shine down on the one He has selected for you … that you feel a peace in the journey of this process. Praying that He will prosper everything that your hands find to do in the powerful name of Jesus. May He continue to swaddle you in His love and comfort! 🙏🏼💕
I, too, lost my husband unexpectedly in 2023. My two kids are adults with family of their own. My husband didn’t have a will and left two busy businesses that I had to deal with. I was on my knees praying every day asking God to guide me through the mess of running businesses and dealing with probate issues. Through it all, I figured out that I didn’t need to tackle it by myself. My daughter and son picked up the pieces. The companies are doing well and my stress had subsided. In addition, I have thanked God for opening my heart to love again. Keep praying and have faith. Everything does get better. God will see you through your journey.
Good Luck!
There are a lot of amazing people out there- try hiring for 60 day trial some may be awesome but not a good fit- may take a few 60 day trials to find the perfect person.
Excellent suggestion!!
Kansas City KS or MO? I have someone in mind to share this with if it’s MO.
MO!
Missouri, but Ks isn’t too far away either
Praying God brings the right person to help you continue ministering to thousands of us who are so blessed by the work you do and your sweet spirit.
As I read your post, I can’t help but think, one of your older kids would be perfect for this job. They know what it takes to run your business. How hard you work and what to expect. With a bit of discipline and training I think they would make a great addition to your business. Best of luck in finding your person. I read all of your content and admire you for your vulnerability
Gosh. This is an amazing opportunity for the right person. I am ALL of that anf am inspired by you and your goals. (I low key want yo be you when I ‘grow-up’ too bad, I do notblive in your area. I pray you find the right candidate and a match for you energy enthusiasm and shares your vision. 💜
This post hits me so personally. I lost my husband 5 years ago at only 49yo. I have a big social media following on instagram I built with his support. I haven’t been able to do anything with it since losing him. It’s so overwhelming. Just like many people have told me, I’m here to tell you, I’m sure Q would want you to keep going and building your brand. I’m praying you get the right person for you and your family to continue your legacy and Q’s! 🙏🏼
Oh Lori, there’s no shame asking for help! Q would want you to do this, I’m sure. I’m definitely not that person you’re looking for, but you’ll find that person, God always provides! You’ll find this person in His time. I’m holding you up in prayer. Hang in there girl, you’ve got this!
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I am praying the right person will apply and you without a doubt will just know. I am also praying for you. ❤️ You are doing Amazing!
Lori, i love this idea for you & im certain God will bless this move forward, & will bring you the perfect person. I do live in the KC area, & would jump at the chance to do something like this, for someone i could support their ideas, & more importantly your foundation of belief. Within the last year, my mom, & best friend (over 40 years), passed. Then the day before i found out i had breast cancer, my Dad passed. I understand unexpected,& uninvited, waves of grief….& often no time or space to get to properly grieve. You speaking about your experiences, have helped me feel normal in mine. Thank you.
However, since i’m in the middle of breast cancer treatment now, & it is consuming my time….(while working full & part time). I dont believe i’d be the right fit for this now, my energy level probably isn’t where you’d need it, consistently. It’s exciting to think God has been preparing your person for you, & soon you will meet them ! I will be praying for you & your precious family.
This is so exciting for someone. It is ok to ask for help. It takes a community is not just a saying. I wish you and the new assistant much success and happiness. I hope you both grow and prosper and work as a team. God Bless this new chapter! 🧡
I enjoy watching you navigate this new journey. I have been widowed 7 years and it takes much courage, to persevere. No day is easy. I wish I lived close to apply. I think this is something I would treasure . Prayers you find your left hand.
Wish we lived closer. We would be the perfect fit! Praying for you to find the perfect assistant.
Hearts and hugs to you and yours. It takes a lot to admit you need help. Don’t feel bad or embarrassed by it. You’re human. Most of us can relate to needing the help and finding it really hard to ask for. But you did. You recognize the need to keep going. You need someone who understands and is able to keep you moving forward. You, your family and your business need this.
You need a Louise! Reference Sex and the City.
Darn if only I were closer. What you need is what I do. I hope you find your Louise soon to keep you moving along and take some pressure off.
Thoughts and prayers it all shakes out soon.
Dearest Lori, when I was going through a hard time nearly 10 years ago now a dear friend reminded me that God is so good and his timing is always perfect. This has always stuck with me and has gotten me through the hard days. God does have a plan for you and in his time he will reveal it to you and bring the perfect person into your life to help you navigate all the business. In the meantime, I hold you up in prayer for your peace and comfort that only God can give.
I wish I lived near you I would definitely apply cuz I know the feeling of grief I just lost my Dad out of no way in may 2025 lost my mom in 2020 and and my 2 dogs but you been the 1st cooking lady I watched when I got on S.M. I was like 40 when I feel got on now I away love your videos but I just wanted to say good luck I God pickes you the best person to help you your amazing and we all love you
I wish I were closer. I live your outlook on life and would love to be a part of your positivity and wholesomeness. Make sure that you do background checks on your applicants so you and your family stay safe.
Praying the Lord opens the door on both sides. That this move honors God, that standing on the other side is a person for you to continue to share your business. That it will all be done to the praise of His Glory.
Lori
I’m so proud of you for feeling that nudge from God. You inspire me everyday. I am 6 months ahead of you in being a widow. Nothing in life can ever prepare us for the tragedies you and I and many others have experienced. The missing closure with our husbands is devastating. As our 35th Wedding Anniversary approaches on July 14, all I can do is pray and hope he is proud of me for continuing our family and loving our grandson like he did. So many things you have said made me want to reach through my phone to connect with you and tell you, you are inspiring and not alone. Q is so proud of you for asking for help. That was a huge weakness for me as well. Slowly getting better. You are in my prayers. Hugs to you!
Hi Lori, I’m going through a season of grief as well.. and there is something about your raw vulnerability, that I feel like God is telling me “it’s okay .. not to be okay..” I have often been unsure of how to pray over my own season of grieving and loss, so many times all I can seem to say is “Lord my heart hurt…” while crying big wet sloppy tears… but then I see your journey this past year and the words for my prayers for you of comfort that surpasses all understanding and a peace only my Heavenly Father can bring. Seem to pour out because I may not know what I need for myself or how to express my hurt in prayer.. but I know that there is something in your story that is resognating in my heart and I just want to say thank you ..so much.. from one CBM to another.. for showing me that its okay to not be okay, and that strength .. TRUE strength in Christ.. doesn’t come from having everything planned out but from being vulnerable with ourselves and friends who can lift us up in encouragement and prayer, when we dont even know how to prayer for ourselves.
I pray, that God not only sends you an organizing mastermind.. but a woman who can be a close friend and can be their for your business needs, personal needs and spiritual needs.
Thank you Lori, for all of Crazy Busy Mama content!
Chelsea from Knoxville, TN
I’ve followed you for a long time now. I’ve often wondered how you were able to make it through all that you do… And all you have been through with the loss of Q . That’s a Full plate you have…. I’m glad to see you are now taking time for yourself…. Think of yourself, your beautiful kids you have and lean on God🙏🏻 You’re Amazing!
Good for you! This sounds like a great decision. No one can do it alone. Bless you and may God bring you the best person for the job!
I have followed you for one day only… but am so moved by your story. I have already prayed God will give you the perfect assistant!
I know he will! I’m sending you a hug🤗
You can’t do it all alone and this is an important next step for you. You’ll find someone equally as wonderful and passionate as you! Good Luck and God Bless ❤️✨
Oh, I so wish I could be that person, but I live 5 hours west of KC. I pray the right person comes along soon! 🫶🏻🫶🏻
Praying you receive just the right person to come along besides you and like those who helped Moses… lift up holy hands when they are weak. Calling out to that person. Order their steps Lord today I pray.
I knew this decision would come when you became so overwhelmed. I was a probate paralegal and could see the signs, plus I lost my husband 11 years ago July 1st. We were married 45 years, I recognized all the signs. So, talk to your attorney about this. DO A BACKGROUND CHECK. I don’t care if it’s your best friend. Protect yourself. Discuss the need for an employment contract with your attorney, the need for a noncompete, you do not want your brand pirated. Discuss your tax obligations with your CPA and documents/identification requirements of the employee. Protect yourself, but most importantly, your family. Prayers for you as you go into this next step of life.
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It takes courage to ask for help and I’m so glad you did! I wish i knew someone but live too far away to know anyone to help you! I will pray for you as always and i know God will send the right person to you! Good luck and hang in there the best you can!
Praying for God to make it obvious and effortless who He already has picked out !!!
Continued prayers friend. Thanks for sharing all that you do. It helps the ones who are struggling also. God Bless!
The hardest thing we can do is realize we need help and then reach out for it!! I pray the right person it put into your path to grow your Crazy Busy Mama. You’ve got this beautiful lady!! Hugs from Englewood, Florida.
I so wish I was local. I am a Sr Administrative Assistant in Wisconsin and love your mission, Jesus, and your family! I will continue to support you from here in prayer, and know God has the right person for you! You are a remarkable woman of God and an inspiration to so many, Lori!
Wow, I had no idea you were in the K.C area- I’m curious where you are located ?? I’m South of K.C in Peculiar, MO I will be contemplating anyone I can think of though- I myself have a pretty busy schedule. Feel free to connect if you need anything at all. It’s just nice to have support from all sides. I’ve been following you and thinking of you- had no idea you were in KC! Stay strong with where you are headed, and be open to new ideas! God bless you Lori